Dear -insert name-
We used to be friends and now we aren't
(it wasn't you it was me i'm so sorry so sorry)
You grew up too fast, and I didn't grow up at all
(or so you said I was too childish too uncool)
Even though I tried to keep up with you with the drugs
and the drinks
and the sex
and the pain
but I couldn't - wouldn't
(i always wished i was more mature but your way was a bad way a very bad way)
You stopped coming over to talk and play and everything we used to do
(fashion shows and redecorating and singing and living, actually LIVING)
you aren't living now
(your just a corpse, skin and bones and drugs and makeup and lonely
Starting college soon, and I keep remembering things that, up until now, I had forgotten. Living back in Indiana, my small town that was huge when I was a kid, being pushed on the swings in my grandfathers' yard, the ones he built himself, carving pumpkins at Halloween, and getting sticky pumpkin guts everywhere, swimming in the neighboors pool while my grandmother kept watch, playing video games with my older brother, cuddling up next to my mom at night. I remember moving, to a little yellow house, with my mom and my brother. Just up the street, turn, go up the hill, turn left and go up the street, and there was my grandparents' house. I rem
Addiction or Not by usagi-chan-the-panda, literature
Literature
Addiction or Not
I stare at the television.
'Addiction', huh?
weird show, sad show, but I keep
watching and
watching.
Mom wakes up, comes out for some water.
Jumps.
"What are you still doing up? Its' two in the morning,"
she says, yawning.
I laugh, say I
Got caught up in a
Story I was reading,
pointing to my laptop.
she giggles, looks at the TV.
"WHAT are you watching?"
I glance at it, act surprised, like I haven't been
Watching, glued to the show.
"Something about people being
Addicted to drugs, I think."
She shakes her head "Why
do you watch these?"
I say it was just
background noise, and that we both need to go to sleep.
She a
I cannot live without: Cookies Llamas Internet Music Cable Books Anime/Manga My friends My family Love Beef jerky Candy. I can live without: Posers Preps Vegatables Math School People who hate anime/manga Twilight
Current Residence: Jupiter deviantWEAR sizing preference: Oranges Print preference: Liquid Nitrogen Favourite genre of music: Anything Favourite photographer: JAY WONDERLAND Favourite style of art: Anything MP3 player of choice: One that plays lots of music Shell of choice: Sea ones
So I took a really kinda long break from here, but I'm back now! Everything's a lot better than it was a couple of weeks back, and the way things are looking it's gonna get better. So yeah.
So I'm gonna take a break from DA for a while. That means no replying to anything anyone may say to me, no checking my inbox, no faving anything, nothing. I won't log on or anything. Lately I've been having a lot of kind of small panic attacks, and it's really starting to make me feel depressed. I'm taking a break from all social media, not just DA. I'm just kind of....done with it, at least for a while.
1. You must posts these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
6. Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people
8. No tag-backs
9. You can't say that you don't do tags.
10. You MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY.
Ten Things About Me
1. I LOVE reading.
2. I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome two months ago.
3. I took a year of French in ninth grade, and all I remember is h